My weekend...

So my mummy went to Taiwan a few days ago and i'l home alone till next friday. signed up for Fitness zone, so been going to the gym alot hehe. need to train up and get my mojo backk on the dance floor, since i am going to be attending to a dance school in NY, so yeah...

Yesterday was Friday and like i went to school just to see everyone and say hi. isnt as interesting as i imagined coz everyone is busy wif there work and stuff, its always been weird for me to go back to Jis and not doing some work hahaha, i guess it was a bad habit that i got from that school. i wished like i could help someone wif their work hahaha...anyways, there was alot of boys that were playing warcraft or something like that at the computer lab haahhaha, it was so funny to watch them, very entertaining hehehe...
then dinner, von wanted to go makan at Escapade. so i picked up jun and Azim*1 hahaha, meet up wif kim at gdg already, and went to escapade. waited for von......waiting......waiting....OH! she finally showed up hahaha. excuse:water broke down... hahhaha...anyways, caught the 9.25pm movie for "Eagle Eye". I have to say the movie was actually good, it was a smooth movie, although it wasnt something i would wanna watch twice. Shia Leboeuf was HOTT! hahaha, but too young for the role hahaha, but he was Hot haha. NASRULL fell asleep hahaha, it was soo funny, coz he watched the movie already and like he was shrinking down his seat, and he was snoringgg!~~ hahahah, and suprisingly Jun didnt fall asleep this time, he was into the movie haha, von kept smacking him to make sure he wasnt falling asleep hahah.
aft the movie decided to go to Master Alim for some pool. hahahI WON over jun this time hahah, last game was mineee! ahahha...His always been my biggest challenger haha...he freaking always calculating in his evil lil mind, i know he is hahaha...since he is a maths genius after all. Everytime on the last ball - "JUNN~! stop calculating!~~" hahaha.
Anyways today went to the gym and went to Awiy's open hse, so thats all.
Besok i haf to wake up early to go to Seria with my whole fam, ahh....hopefully that will go well lah. anyways gtg now blog another time. Raya pictures will come on soon enough...

PEACE OUT!

My 18th Birhtday

My 18th birthday was on the 3nd day of Raya, it was difficult to have a party, so i was really bothered, yet i was dissapointed not doing a big celebration, but it was aite. since time didnt really allowed me to do, i didnt really stress over it. so that day i just went raya'in like normal with my whole fam. My mum was soo suspicious the time when she said that i had to go to this dinner thing for my aunt's at the RBA sports club. i figured something was up hahaha, but i didnt reaaly care.

And well... rupanya my mum and nene organised a suprise thing for me. and my whole family was there and even my chinese fam was there, and my mum secretly went and contacted kim to organise the friends part, and he tried his best and so did jun and cho, but everyone was unavalible. but it was nice of them to have tried for me hehehe. so yea. triple te ampau man ahhahahha...it was so nice of them though, i was very grateful. hehe.

Fah is missing her brother from another mother..hehehe

Mr.Gianny Aldo, a great friend i just meet while living in the states. and hopefully my future roomate when i get back. this guy is an amazingly funny dude with a french accent hahaha.miss him lods and cant wait to see him back in NY. A future BadBoy records music producer..i'm praying for him hehhe, one day ma brother..one day..hehe.
His rents are awesome, so loving hehehe, love them. it was nice to have a chance to met them, they were fortunate enough to visit NY and us.
hahaha we'r MAC freaks...

A punch on the wall, and brused nuckles and yet the pain wont go away..??

just an incident that occured recently...ever since coming home, there was a disadvantage that i was afraid that was going to happen. and i'm used to it but it just always gets to me, and i hate it. it shows how weak i actually am inside, but i always tried to fight it. it hurts internallly and out, ad it even breaks the hearts of ppl i love and i dont want that, but sometimes i just cant help myself. God gave me a curse, but i try to see it as a blessing. sometimes it back fires, but somtimes it does good. it may not be the worst kind, but its my kind, and it happened to me. suffering has alwys been the big issue in my life...(now being emo or anything, or not trying to make a statement or whatever..)... what i'm trying to say is that is just suckksss.. nobody understands what i'm saying??....well good ur not suppose to, i'll be suprised if u do hehe....


whatever...

A good weekend~

i actually had a really nice weekend, never felt this nice in a long time.

Friday

went to school during lunch and it was really decent, seeing everybody. Awiy, my lil teddy bear mate..Pivot~ haha. A few games of chinese can past time for quick, yet i suck at it.
Even though we planned to hang out that day after school wif my girls and so, the time just didnt allow us, but there's always nxt time..

Saturday

For Buka puasa, had some my my mum's friends over in the house and had like a small gathering, which was aite, and prayed for magrib together, bless the house.Fodd was awesommeeeeee, my chef - Puji~ hehe..then after joined the crew to watch a mvie fucking - " MAMA MIA", fucking movie. promised myself i wouldnt watch that movie, but its too late now hahaha. After, coffeebean, watch a few mins of the match - Man.U sadly didnt win, fuck Liv. and last minute decided to go play pool at Master Alim. Ashraf, cho, Kim, Jun and me. playing pool is always a great joy to me, no matter how dump i sound, its true hahah. even though i didnt win the majority of my matchs wif kim and jun. i always hold the last ball hahahha. "i'll get u guys next time, now that my mojo is BACK! so WATCH OUT~" hahahaha.
Master Alim is going to be my new best friend hahaha, since the fucking mall doesnt haf the pool anymore, now is a stupid archade for kids. and in the end of the day, i sent everyone home.

Ohh and i went shopping wif my mummy hehe, she said its was a reward for me hehe, which was nice.spent alot for once in brunei hhahaha.

iffah cant say how embassased and sorry she is to everyone..

about a one and a half days ago, i was fucked off in my friends' house and i dont remember much of what i did, but ppl told me what stupid things i've done, ad even got a vid to prove it. God i'm soo embarrased, i probably wont do that in a long time..

First of all i would just like to say sorry to Brendon, jun, soon, cheryl, iz and tm. ohh my fucking God, i never felt sooo stupid in my life. i drunk dialed soo many ppl, well actually jun dialled it for me, and yet he didnt stop me, baie~ hahha. luckily most of the ppl didnt pick up, but tm did and i haf no idea what i haf said to him, but ppl told me i said that i'm soo drun rite now and i'm sorry alot of times and i told him i love him, and he's a good friend or something ass like that. and now i will never show my face to him. i probably will melt inside. omg i need to say sorry to him. and to iz, well jun told me i missed him sooo much so i wanted to talk to him, and jun was kind enough to cal him for me.
anywyas whats done is done...yet again i'm soooo SOOOOO Sorry..

FUCKKK~

GRADUATION PICTURES..

Baby girl Ashley and me.

Uncle Ben

Cerz and me..blurr'd

IFFAH HAS FINALLY GRADUATED AND HAS HER FIRST DIPLOMA IN NEW YORK...YAY ME~!! AHAHA

i am officially a graduate from the new york film academy. 8 months of pure agony and hard work, and fun has finally paid off. it was actually a realy nice graduation. photos will be posted up soon enough and more info will come. now i'm tired as fuck from all the stress. so PEACE OUT!~ till nxt post...

its been a while...

its been months since i last signed in and alot of things haf been going on. so i'm busy busy busy...and all work will be paid off in one day time....YUP! GRADUATION DAYY~! i'm very excited for graduation because its gonna be my first graduation ceremony in new york hehe. its just sad that not any of my friends or family will be here to watch me on my big day. wish my mum would be here, but what can i do rite?...everybody's all the way over there and i'm here. its ok though, its fine really. mum's been extremely supportive of me and very proud of me, and happy for me, and thats all that matters realy to me.

Anyways i've had my meiser,sence study and improv presentations DONEEE AND OVER WITH. my last presentation was last tuesday and i tink it went great, as long as the audience were intertained and they enjoyed it, thats mean i've done my part for the night. somebody came up to me today said that she enjoyed my scene wif alan, which i am glad. it was fun working wif my friend Alan. it was just a great night. my whole class was just soooo hilarious, we definately BROUGHT THE HOUSE DOWN, and i mean it. Yet, on the other hand, that sad part of the night was when Leti and her sis, Marta was going off early back to the Canary Island, their hometown. so i dedicate this entry to them.
Leti was just an amazing person to be around, she always made me feel like home. and her sister, MARTA. crzy beautiful bitch that she is hahahaha, is just adorable. believe me both of them are so beautiful together it just scares me, and i'm not even joking, even said that to her hahaha. i will miss them truely. i will meet up wif leti in Paris, definately. and the highlight of that night was wen i went wif my friends to korea town and KEREOKII for the first time in a LONG time. was keroeki'in korean style hahahhaa. the place was awesome. and drinking was involved hahaha. Ceri was just drunk as always, and was sooo much fun to be with of course hehehe. and i do haf pictures as evidence hahahaha. and FUCK Adam man! his voice is just to die for. just took my breathe away ahhaha. love that guy. althought he's always saying - "i'm so over it" hahaha, thts he's special phrase.
tried some Soju (korean shots) is fucking awesomeee, doesnt taste like shit, but its suppose to be strong as fuck ahhaha.
Anways, even though i got so much more to say, i'm really tired as fuck rite now, lukily tomorow my whole class gets to skip schl, coz everybody has to pack their shit from their apt and go home, and one of them would be me. so tomorow is "pack shit up day" and hopefuly i get time to go shopping before my graduation on SATURDAYYY~! i'm fucking happy at this moment. haahha, but tired as fuck. anyways here's some picturesss... (p.s my left ass is numb rite now from sitting for a logn time.. i know u didnt need to knwo tat)
Miss Ali as "Olive"

Miss Crzy Ceri as "Florence"

Pil and the beatiful Sarmeinto sisters

Adam and Ceri

Ceri, Eunyoung and Ali singing their heart out








Ceri there bending over for EY hahaha

A shooutout to my friend..

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MY GOOD FRIEND

CHEE SOON CHONG!! hehe, hope u had a nice birthday bash without me hahahha, nxt year man nxt yr, hehe. really miss u soon this blog is dedicated to u buddie. what u want for ur birthday presnt?? hahhaa. no i know what u want haha....
18th man, nearly legal haha half way there. miss ya soon love yaa! talk to u soon!

4th of July

just went around Times Sq BY MYSELF hahaha, it was ok, there were soo many peeps and tourist. there is suppose to be a firework display somewer but i couldnt be bthered to go and also i didnt want to go alone hahahha, so sad~, but it was nice to just hve time and just walk around. however sadly tomorow i got classes again and have to wake up early in the freakin morning, but its cool..like i have no choice haha.

here's some images that i just took for fun...

"Why so SERIOUS??"...



ELLMOOOOO~!!

Meet Dave

Reading things and constantly thinking...

you know today was actually a good day, i was predicting it was gonna be a rainy day, seriously. however it turned out to be a nice day out hehe. classes were chilling, was alil boring but it was aite.HOWEVER, what DIDNT make my day and ruined it was when i recieved a comment AND a message from this dude, who btw didnt evern KNOW me or who the f*** i am. INSULTED ME MASSIVELY about my ARTWORK and my RELIGION. tat the only thing i HATE the most, people who insults my passion and my goodness and my God, it aint rite!!?....HE hasnt got the right. man i was soo F'in furious. but i was civilized enough to reply him as i did, coz mama said to keep it short and simple. so i said:

"you have no right to say that to me, you dont even know me! from a muslim saying to a muslim, that aint right. by th way i love Allah as much as every other muslim in this world. only Allah can judge me."

i dont believe this guy, but u know people got the own rights to say what they think, so he cant bother me. and like what mama say " only Allah can judge me", i feel better after that.i know i can say so much more but i cant, i can write thousands of word that require cursing, but today i am trying not to curse anymore cause i jst realise that i swear like crzy crackhead, and its soo hard to NOT swear hahha believe me take my word. but man was i heating up. i feel so insulted, but i'm fine, its all good.

And freedom is ovr atm, my roomate just came back from Moscow today, i'm happy to see him safe back home, looks like he had a good time.but i wont get to scream my butt off singing in my apt hahaha. man i'm still comfused about my stay here, i really wanna move into the city and damn i know i would be much happier but this place i am in rite now is a good place and i'm afraid to loose it, but i just DONT KNOEWWWW. but watever will haf to c.

For my friend Ceri.C (aka vanilla face..)

This crzy lady is the dirtiest and swetest person ever hahaha, love this girl. representin' BAAATH, LONDON~! hahaha..

Ordinary day..

My home's quiet than ever now.my Russian friend and his mum left and my roommate IS IN Moscow, and in a week time, my amah will be going back to Brunei, and i will be here by-myself-all-alone....FREEDOMM~! hahaha, scary, but its awesome, gonna learn how to deal things by-myself...walking alone in the dark night otw home...dadum-dadumdadum...AHHHHH~!! hahahah. LOL. its actually so exciting ahahhaa, washing my own cloths and cooking..ohhshit man, i'm gonna go crzy in the kitchen hahahha - turn up the tune and just do magic hahahaha with the pot and pans hahaha...

SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST HAHAHAHAA...wish one of my mates would come and accompany hehee...but you know i'll deal with things smoothly, except with the lauundry hahaha. i'm like an alien on mars with the laundry machine here ahhaha, hopefully i wont turn white into pink or blue hahahaha.i'll show pictures if i do haaha...

TOMOROW:
i got acting for film class and meiser class, which would be torture, but hopefully not, (but i know it is..) hahaha. for act.film i'm gonna watch how i'm making a full out of myself on camera, hopefully it wont be as bad as i would think, and of course my teacher will critic and make me feel like shit, but thats aite. And meiser, well.....no comment ahahhaha...hopefully i do a good job this time. and i gotta go grocery shopping hahaha...and learn new things hahaha.

Soho Park..

Mohito regulars hahaha