Sunday, March 30, 2008

film school...

been busy all week, classes r almost everyday now, even SATURDAYS...I KNOW...crzy rite?/...but anyways, my whole weekend has been critisized. i know i anit an actor, but plz give me a damn break man~!, just a kid. but i know they're just teaching us things, but i just cant take it anymore ok, they're bringing me down and i thought i could take it, but watever yo i'm just dealing wif it, aint nobody in this world could push me around or fuk wif my head. i'm stronger than that. i dont know wat my mama would say but all i know is that she wouldnt let anymore bother me and just be happy yo'll...and if u dont know i'm close to my mum, she's my everything, serisouly...no doubt about that..shit, i would kill for her hahaha, that how much i care for her.but anyways, i guess its just one of those bad days i'm having...sucks...

u knwo i really wanna move into the city sooo badly, and find a really awesome apartment that is just lovin it hahaha, if i was in the city i would go out everyday, but sadly now i'm in a small basement apartment sharing wif a dude how doesnt like noises and got a very annoying construction going on rite nxt door, fukers....and i'm all the way in jersey city...but anyways wish me luck, hopefully can find me a good ass apartment in manhattan..maybe nxt dorr to a hot dude as my neighbour!!...hahhahahaha...

well i got class again tomorow, only 2 classes thank god.act.film and V&M (voice and movement), but i gotta practise wif my partner for meiser, hopefully i wont mess that up, freaking memorising is sooo hard for me for some reason, its like once its in for a few days then gone another day...but anyways wish me luckf or that too...peace~!

Thursday, March 27, 2008

My first post of the day...

i've always wanted to do a blog so hear it is.. well now that i have been i the US might as well start a blog rite??...hahha.. new place, new life, new friends, new school... made some awesomely nice friends from NYFA, if u dont know wer that is its..the NEW YORK FILM ACADEMY, yes..i am attending there at the moment. never really thought that i would ever... cause not really persue'in an acting career any time soon but if there's a oppurtunity, of course i will take it..

i thought for my first post i should introduced myself, which is soo lame but hey...so wat...haha
1. i'm from brunei
2. i'm currently 17
3. i'm half chinese and half malay
4. i'm a muslim
5. i love singing~!
6. has big interest in music, art and hip hop dancing, photography..
7. i'm a mama's girl, she's my life and my only love
8. i love my friends very much, since i ma an only child i depend on my friends as my brithers and sister...
9.single..HAHAHHAA...
10. love playing billard, and all my friends now i'm the queen of that hahahhaa...

thats all you should know me for now, coz i haf no idea who's reading my blod and i dont want any strange weird ass ppl who will stalk me and kill me hahhaha...
ever since i've been in new york/jersey city its been hard coz i'm starting over again in some place new, but now i'm getting better, i feel more like home everyday. man can u believe it at 17 already haf my own place and living on my own.anyways, tomorow i got classes, lets c wat do i haf?... meiser, act tech and improv...again.. man i'm geting sick of my act.tech monologue, its driving me crzy, i mean serisouly, i knwo its acting but damn man does it haf to scare me wen i'm in the moment??...hahaha, but anyways its all fun so yeah..been doing alot of imrov which is fun..my classmates r awesome, their like my lil family here in ny. we got Rena from greece, Leticia from spain, Ali from london, ceri from bath UK, Eunyoung from korea, Tori from Aussie, Rory from st.lucia, Alan from Dominican republic, and there's lil old me! from brunei hahaha, we's all int students so thats cool...the teachers may think that we'r a bad-ass class, but we just small group, who go really well with eachother so yeah man...anyway i gtg now to do my work...peace out~!