Fah is missing her brother from another mother..hehehe

Mr.Gianny Aldo, a great friend i just meet while living in the states. and hopefully my future roomate when i get back. this guy is an amazingly funny dude with a french accent hahaha.miss him lods and cant wait to see him back in NY. A future BadBoy records music producer..i'm praying for him hehhe, one day ma brother..one day..hehe.
His rents are awesome, so loving hehehe, love them. it was nice to have a chance to met them, they were fortunate enough to visit NY and us.
hahaha we'r MAC freaks...

A punch on the wall, and brused nuckles and yet the pain wont go away..??

just an incident that occured recently...ever since coming home, there was a disadvantage that i was afraid that was going to happen. and i'm used to it but it just always gets to me, and i hate it. it shows how weak i actually am inside, but i always tried to fight it. it hurts internallly and out, ad it even breaks the hearts of ppl i love and i dont want that, but sometimes i just cant help myself. God gave me a curse, but i try to see it as a blessing. sometimes it back fires, but somtimes it does good. it may not be the worst kind, but its my kind, and it happened to me. suffering has alwys been the big issue in my life...(now being emo or anything, or not trying to make a statement or whatever..)... what i'm trying to say is that is just suckksss.. nobody understands what i'm saying??....well good ur not suppose to, i'll be suprised if u do hehe....


whatever...

A good weekend~

i actually had a really nice weekend, never felt this nice in a long time.

Friday

went to school during lunch and it was really decent, seeing everybody. Awiy, my lil teddy bear mate..Pivot~ haha. A few games of chinese can past time for quick, yet i suck at it.
Even though we planned to hang out that day after school wif my girls and so, the time just didnt allow us, but there's always nxt time..

Saturday

For Buka puasa, had some my my mum's friends over in the house and had like a small gathering, which was aite, and prayed for magrib together, bless the house.Fodd was awesommeeeeee, my chef - Puji~ hehe..then after joined the crew to watch a mvie fucking - " MAMA MIA", fucking movie. promised myself i wouldnt watch that movie, but its too late now hahaha. After, coffeebean, watch a few mins of the match - Man.U sadly didnt win, fuck Liv. and last minute decided to go play pool at Master Alim. Ashraf, cho, Kim, Jun and me. playing pool is always a great joy to me, no matter how dump i sound, its true hahah. even though i didnt win the majority of my matchs wif kim and jun. i always hold the last ball hahahha. "i'll get u guys next time, now that my mojo is BACK! so WATCH OUT~" hahahaha.
Master Alim is going to be my new best friend hahaha, since the fucking mall doesnt haf the pool anymore, now is a stupid archade for kids. and in the end of the day, i sent everyone home.

Ohh and i went shopping wif my mummy hehe, she said its was a reward for me hehe, which was nice.spent alot for once in brunei hhahaha.

iffah cant say how embassased and sorry she is to everyone..

about a one and a half days ago, i was fucked off in my friends' house and i dont remember much of what i did, but ppl told me what stupid things i've done, ad even got a vid to prove it. God i'm soo embarrased, i probably wont do that in a long time..

First of all i would just like to say sorry to Brendon, jun, soon, cheryl, iz and tm. ohh my fucking God, i never felt sooo stupid in my life. i drunk dialed soo many ppl, well actually jun dialled it for me, and yet he didnt stop me, baie~ hahha. luckily most of the ppl didnt pick up, but tm did and i haf no idea what i haf said to him, but ppl told me i said that i'm soo drun rite now and i'm sorry alot of times and i told him i love him, and he's a good friend or something ass like that. and now i will never show my face to him. i probably will melt inside. omg i need to say sorry to him. and to iz, well jun told me i missed him sooo much so i wanted to talk to him, and jun was kind enough to cal him for me.
anywyas whats done is done...yet again i'm soooo SOOOOO Sorry..

FUCKKK~